UPDATE: since i am not gay i consider myself Bi but even so My neighbor could not tell I was.and I told Him That living in a small Town., Know one never reveals them self like that.
But That’s Who I am Why should I change Just to Please others i can not do that yes i have had Many women before but i always felt like I was trapped and that why i am Not Looking for now.
I am Not Hear to please Anyone but my self after all you have to live with your self.With all Decisions I feel comfortable i Know once I have Moved I will be Ready To Try again.
in a small town it would just add more hateful attitudes and that’s what i am trying to avoid since no one cares i feel confident about finding a Fuck Partner.
I think that would work for me no long term commitments and no attachments.
well living Here In Olean For over 16 years my new Neighbor came over last thursday November 10 2022 i missed Thursday Night football. we had drinks he came by with and I had my marijuana so he left 3 sheets to the wind.
Basically he came over with some wine and we Talked about tv shows he like me i like star trek and star wars He is Not gay so i did not make my move but the conversation went well we smoked some of my nmarijuana, at the end
I drink and smoked him under the table LOL i smoke marijuana a lot and know how to control it so when I am not to
high. But was nice for change i am 59 years old i don’t expect that to happen
again but was a change ever since i have been here they have used every excuse not to talk to me when they lie its easy to keep the lie going.I don’t look for anyone untill i can move but even
then i am not really Interested in anyone.I am looking for Peace not interested in Drama.why do they keeping asking why i don’t look well They know the answer to that.
You know what I Really want and Those there are not any here I want a partner that has A Big Long ding dong perfer a Black Guy that’s what my desire is to have.
so i don’t that will happen again its these people here causing to much shit to even think of a friendship here.
I Really Don’t have and desire for women i mean i loo at them but that’s not what i want.
but iI also know that he like to drink alot which i do not yes i bought some wine a few days ago has a suttle taste
of jack Daniel’s in it but its wine 40% proof alcohol but its ok i only have 1/4 cup with ice.